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[03 Jul 2005|05:01am] |
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i'm updating..just so i can say i have 500 entries!woohoo!
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| i named my piece..emotistical... |
[19 Mar 2005|09:08pm] |
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i think i need to meet..or hang out with new people..or just people that i perhaps have neglected to hang out with..i dunno lately..i've just been constantly reminded..how single i am..i mean i love my friends with all my heart..but..when you're surrounded by nothing but couples..it only makes you nautious..and i enjoy their company...and not at all does it make me wish..i had someone..it's just that i can't help but feel out of place..or alone..like in a different world..some of my friends continue to tell me.."oh don't worry annie..we'll find you a cool girl.."...and it's like..i really don't want that..i don't want any form of attachment..i just purely want human interaction....with another unattached soul..i just need to hang out with people...friends from school..strangers..i dunno..i just want to feel equal..instead of feeling like i'm missing something..ugh..how this bothers me...
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| kaori just busted a squat.. |
[16 Mar 2005|11:50pm] |
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hmm..my puppy just peed on my bed...good thing i have this stain/odor remover..because..nothing would be better than to wake up..to the wonderful smell of puppy pee...oi!
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| i need help... |
[14 Mar 2005|09:32pm] |
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i'm really sad..my mom isnt letting me keep my dog...wtf?!...so i have to give her away..or sell her or something..anyone want a really cute dog?
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| awwwwwwwwwwwww |
[10 Mar 2005|12:43am] |
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teehee i got a new puppy!!teehee!i get to pick her up on friday!!..yay no eating for a year!lol!i just need to figure out what to call her...
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| new castle is so much better than sam adams! |
[06 Mar 2005|02:04am] |
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i love my gay boys...hooters was fun..thanks you guys!!...i mean..GIRLS lol!!...and jesse..you can't act straight no matter how much you hoot and holler....it's soo bad..i think i'm starting to like beer...a little too much..it's okay though..because i don't care anymore..about anything..woohooo!...oh and by the way.."the curse" or whatever that movie is called...really sucked ass...however..christina ricci was hot as ever..with her big forehead....
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| i hate school...amongst other things.. |
[27 Feb 2005|01:25am] |
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school has been keeping me busy...but that was expected..this week was a bit hectic..especially for my poor carpool buddy..your backpack is too big and heavy to carry!....however..i will refrain from telling the whole livejournal community about everything....i've also been busy with friends..joyce's bday..teaser year!!hah!...helping both of them move out...move in..blah blah..all that...
amongst other things...i hate the way ive been feeling..i have this strange emptiness..catching myself..walking around..like a zombie..with no emotions..no thoughts..just completely blank..and then i'll randomly have rushes of emotions that fill my heart..to the point that i cant even make out what they are..and at the same time..i feel bad..because i know this has caused me to be neglectful..in many ways..and all i can say...all i can do..is sit here and say i'm sorry...
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| where's the moment now?? |
[03 Feb 2005|01:54am] |
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Desperate for changing, starving for truth
I'm closer to where I started, I'm chasing after you
I'm falling even more in love with you
Letting go of all I've held on to
I'm standing here until you make me move
I'm hanging by a moment here with you
Forgetting all I'm lacking, completely incomplete
I'll take your invitation, you take all of me now
I'm falling even more in love with you
Letting go of all I've held on to
I'm standing here until you make me move
I'm hanging by a moment here with you
I'm living for the only thing I know
I'm running and not quite sure where to go
And I don't know what I'm diving into
Just hanging by a moment here with you
There's nothing else to lose, there's nothing else to find
There's nothing in the world that can change my mind
There is nothing else
There is nothing else
There is nothing else
Desperate for changing, starving for truth
I'm closer to where I started, I'm chasing after you
I'm falling even more in love with you
Letting go of all I've held on to
I'm standing here until you make me move
I'm hanging by a moment here with you
I'm living for the only thing I know
I'm running and not quite sure where to go
And I don't know what I'm diving into
Just hanging by a moment here with you
Just hanging by a moment
Hanging by a moment
Hanging by a moment
Hanging by a moment here with you
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| i find enjoyment... |
[31 Jan 2005|01:23am] |
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out of the stupidest things...i was all happy..to find that..the star next to my ID on ebay..turned from yellow to blue...because i reached 50 positive feedback...^_^ YAY for me!!!!
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| mmm... |
[30 Jan 2005|11:29pm] |
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chocolate pudding....sooooo goooood....
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| cut and paste will do..because im lazy... |
[23 Jan 2005|01:01am] |
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OnE ToMKiD: im tryin to heat somethin up
OnE ToMKiD: without makin so much noise
OnE ToMKiD: i dont want my mom to wake up
Avy Was Here: lol
OnE ToMKiD: and say
OnE ToMKiD: "what are you doing..eatin so late"
Avy Was Here: lol
Avy Was Here: my mom does that too
Avy Was Here: i had every intention to warm up food
OnE ToMKiD: lol
Avy Was Here: i kept thinking about it that i thought i actually did
Avy Was Here: and then i went to the kitchen
Avy Was Here: and realized there was nothing
Avy Was Here: *tear*
OnE ToMKiD: awww
OnE ToMKiD: lol
OnE ToMKiD: im hungry damnit
Avy Was Here: hm...that's a reather tragic/ avy story
OnE ToMKiD: im on this weird cycle
Avy Was Here: i should put in onl ivejournal!
OnE ToMKiD: so even though 1am
OnE ToMKiD: im eatin
OnE ToMKiD: im really eatin dinner
OnE ToMKiD: lol
OnE ToMKiD: haha success!
OnE ToMKiD: let me do an instant replay
OnE ToMKiD: annie tiptoes around
OnE ToMKiD: quickly throws the food in the microwave for 2 minutes
OnE ToMKiD: rushes to the bathroom to make some other distracting noise
OnE ToMKiD: washing my hands!
OnE ToMKiD: and then quietly closes mom's door
Avy Was Here: lol
OnE ToMKiD: and back to the food
OnE ToMKiD: SUCCESS!
Avy Was Here: that's waaaaay too mich effort
Avy Was Here: lol
OnE ToMKiD: yeah maybe
OnE ToMKiD: but it'll burn off the food i will soon consume
OnE ToMKiD: or whatever
Avy Was Here: :-P
Avy Was Here: i posted my story on live journal
OnE ToMKiD: sweeeeeeeeeeeeeeet
Avy Was Here: now you have to post yours!
OnE ToMKiD: haha
Avy Was Here: i posted my part
Avy Was Here: you have to post your instant replay!
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| ugh.... |
[18 Jan 2005|04:20am] |
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here's another reason to hate Bush...he's spending 40 million dollars..of course..its our money he's using..to pay for his fuckin inauguration shit...i'm so glad he's aware that over a 150,000 died in asia and that there's a war going on...because you know..those things..dont need money at all...fucking selfish bastard...
this is Bush's reasoning..."It's important that we celebrate a peaceful transfer of power .... You can be equally concerned about our troops in Iraq and those who suffered at the tsunamis and with celebrating democracy"..basically what he's saying is..i'm the president..and it's all about me..and all that stuff..isnt as important as me..
i feel like we have a child as our president..but then again..that would be insulting to children...
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| LOL!!! I'm Max! |
[14 Jan 2005|04:47am] |
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LOIS
You're most like Lois! The studly dyke and drag
king Max Axel of DTWOF-world, you are uber
cool. Even 3D grrls and bois have the hots for
you. Dude -- you've got it going on.
Which Dyke of 'Dykes To Watch Out For' are you most like? (beta version)
brought to you by Quizilla
You Are 26 Years Old |
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Under 12: You are a kid at heart. You still have an optimistic life view - and you look at the world with awe.
13-19: You are a teenager at heart. You question authority and are still trying to find your place in this world.
20-29: You are a twentysomething at heart. You feel excited about what's to come... love, work, and new experiences.
30-39: You are a thirtysomething at heart. You've had a taste of success and true love, but you want more!
40+: You are a mature adult. You've been through most of the ups and downs of life already. Now you get to sit back and relax.
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hmm..i dunno..sometimes i still feel 12!well i definitely look it!
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| nocturnal wonderland.. |
[11 Jan 2005|06:34am] |
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blah..i'm gettin bags under my eyes..because i'm not sleeping at the right times..well according to my mom..but i can't help it..break does this to meeeee!..well maybe lookin like shit..helps me look older??lol..okay so i'm talkin out of my ass..delirium kicking in..puahahha!...
my girlfriend sounds cute on the phone..when she's sleepy..*cheesy grin*
oh and i really think..i can officially say i'm chinoy..so my random tagalog for this entry is...eh hem *clears throat*.."excuse me..but do i have kalangut in my eelong?" puahahahahha!!so the spelling might be off..i don't care!!I LOVE IT!
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| i wonder if this will work..if it does..LOL |
[08 Jan 2005|01:49am] |
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some amusement..i really hope it works..damnit!...if not..then check out my downelink default pic...it looks like us..it really does!...muahaha!
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| i open my eyes..and what do i see... |
[04 Jan 2005|08:59am] |
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okay..so tell me if this is weird/funny..i'm kind of a light sleeper..so i wake up to the noise of shuffling..i open my eyes..and see my mom in my room..with her jacket on(ready for work)..searching through my movies..and i'm wondering..wth...and i here my self say.."what are you looking for?"..and she's like "oh..that one "sin" movie..."..laughing hysterically in my head..i'm thinkin..it's 8:45am..and you're waking me up for angelina jolie!!!!!sheeeesh..even my mom has the hots for her or somethin!!muahahaha!.....*sigh* back to sleep for me!
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| finally..it's cold |
[23 Dec 2004|06:36am] |
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i love the cold weather..i love how break makes me nocturnal..i love listening to john mayer..great driving/thinking music
I am driving up 85 in the
Kind of morning that lasts all afternoon
just stuck inside the gloom
4 more exits to my apartment but
I am tempted to keep the car in drive
And leave it all behind
Cause I wonder sometimes
About the outcome
Of a still verdictless life
Am I living it right?
Am I living it right?
Am I living it right?
Why Georgia, why?
I rent a room and I fill the spaces with
Wood in places to make it feel like home
But all I feel's alone
It might be a quarter life crisis
Or just the stirring in my soul
Either way I wonder sometimes
About the outcome
Of a still verdictless life
Am I living it right?
Am I living it right?
Am I living it right?
Why Georgia, why?
So what, so I've got a smile on
But it's hiding the quiet superstitions in my head
Don't believe me, don't believe me
When I say I've got it down
Everybody is just a stranger but
That's the danger in going my own way
I guess it's the price I have to pay
Still everything happens for a reason
Is no reason not to ask myself
If I am living it right
Am I living it right?
Am I living it right?
Why Georgia, why?
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| i hate the post office... |
[21 Dec 2004|12:25am] |
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went to the post office today...decided to avoid lines..and use the "convenient"..automated mail service..weigh package...slide credit card..get postage sticker..stick on package...drop in huge mail box.....well this wonderful lovely.."convenient" contraption..left me..with a broken finger...it closed on my finger!!...ooh so did i mention i hate the post office...LOL...FUCKERS!
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| the most random thing.... |
[12 Dec 2004|11:20pm] |
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so i'm doing my laundry..yeah kinda late..but i love it..being a night owl..hooot hooot!...okay so yeah..my random thing..so i'm folding my clothes..flapping the wrinkles out of the sheets..shirts..and stuff..and then i walk around..to sit on the edge of my bed..to respond to the flashy IMs that suddenly grab my attention..and what do i find?a half dried pea.....as i toss it into my trash can..making this face o_O!!...i wonder..what the hell..i didn't have peas...especially since i've been on my strict rice porridge diet..blah..strange strange...
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[08 Dec 2004|11:33pm] |
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this week has been goin by...sooooo sloooooowwww...prepping for finals and all that jazz..good thing im taking one of them tomorrow..thank goodness...
school overall has been good..i'm shooting for 3 As and a B..damn that Cantley..*shakes fist*...everything else..has been eh...a bit difficult..not just with financial shit..but yeah..i need to go job hunting..and then i found out..my dreams have just completely been shattered..i really want to work for napa..yeah the auto parts store..because i want to drive around in the cool truck with the cool napa cap on top..well i found out that you have to be able to pick up 60lbs..which is fine with me..but then i read you have to be able to drive stick shift!!!which sucks..i mean i know how..but not well..not well enough to do it as a job..booooooooo....someone teach me?!?!?!i want this job!!!!
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| it was hoot hoot..hooters... |
[05 Dec 2004|01:10pm] |
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finally after a crazy/stressful week of school..i got to relax and have some fun..it was good stuff..had some tasty chicken at hooters..and then went to joanna and joyce's place to partaaaaay...and yes yes we certainly did that...and then the night was complete..being able to cuddle with my creampuff....thanks everyone for coming..i had mucho fun..you guys are great...and an extra big thanks to joyce and joanna for letting me use their place..and being such great hosts...
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| helen is a fobby filipina... |
[03 Dec 2004|10:14pm] |
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ugh..they make me sick..enough to wanna vomit..selfish fuckers..hahahahha..here's a damn quiz..
You Are the Loyalist |
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You have strong relationships and are intensely loyal.
People find you easy to love and care for.
You like your world to be stable and secure, no surprises.
You're cautious. You prefer your inner circle to the outside world.
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| must..get...sleeeep. |
[02 Dec 2004|03:25am] |
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so i just got back from..finishing my art project..that's due today.....the bad part is..it's 3:25am..and i'm not quite done with it..but screw it..i'll finish it in the morning..i can't wait till the semester is over..actually i can't wait till this week is over..this was one hellish week..when it's over..i'm goin to parrrtaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay!!i think this has been one of the busiest/productive week i've ever had..in a long while..ugh..school sucks..i need to graduate already..one more year..blah..okay..too tired..goin to collapse..write...later....good night everyone..or should i say good morning...
there's nothing better..than driving along the streets..being the only car in sight..on a cold..crisp..winter night/morning like this..mmm stars...i love starry night skies...hmmm..."..they just remind me of your shining bright eyes.."
lol...i love that song..
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| oh it's been one to definitely remember... |
[30 Nov 2004|11:18pm] |
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so as the last minutes of my birthday...come winding down...i reflect on today..and just overall with everything...today has been of course busy as hell...with school..projects galore!!!...however today has also been "interesting"..and of course memorable...i feel a bit ashamed right now..because for a time..i had given up on people...compassion..felt the whole world was filled with heartless bastards..which there still are some..but hey..there are definitely people out there who care and love me..and that makes me feel special..something i havent completely felt in a bit...and i've just realized that..life is too short to go about..dwelling on the past..to hold grudges...today was just..*sigh*..such a pleasant day..i just want to thank all those lovely people out there..who took a second out of their hectic day..to wish me a happy bday and all..I LOVE YOU GUYS!! you guys are the bestest!!no doubt..chyeah!!special big thanks to my creampuff and my mommie..i got dinner and a cake...woohooot!...
ps..so what are the odds of sharing a birthday with the guy eating next to you...and him having a similar name...crazy crazy...happy birthday to andy and i..lol!
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| as the year..slowly comes to an end... |
[28 Nov 2004|07:28pm] |
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this year..went by fast..but i know i'm goin to be sayin the same damn thing this time next year...goin back to school this week..and let me say..the week off..completely just threw me waaaaaaaaaaaay behind of my school work..but it's okay..since there's only 2 weeks left..i'll just have to shift into..super super..cram mode...i love this time of the year..well minus stress from school..but..i've got things to look forward to...i add another year to my life..and let me say..i love the shock people get..when i tell them my age...for example..(yes i'm goin off on a tangent..)..at thanksgiving dinner..one of my mom's friend's girlfriend..turns to me..and asks.."so what junior high do you go to..." (me makes a funny face)..."i mean high school??...(nervous look on her face)...and i reply with.."umm...*giggle* i'm in my 4th year of college.."..watchin her eyes bulge like tennis balls..it was awesome..okay..so back to what i have to look forward to...after my last 2 weeks of school..it's 6 weeks of pure bliss...that means..snowboarding..i'm determined to go at least 3 times..umm..and i'm also planning a trip to vegas..IF ANYONE WANTS TO JOIN ME!!...let me know...and yay christmas..and new years...woohoo..partaaaaaaaaaaay *does a little wiggle*...
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